Thursday, July 21, 2011

Letter to my baby..

Dear baby,

I just want you to know you were already loved so much. I dreamed about sitting with you in that big oversized comfy chair in your room in the middle of the night. I dreamed about how much your big sister would love you and teach you all the bad things she knows. I dreamed of daddy holding your tiny little self in his big arms. I'm sad that none of these things will happen but I know you're being well taken care of by the people we love up in heaven. I love you so much and will never forget about you.

Love, mommy


  1. Jen, I had no idea! I am sitting here on my deck and have read your blog and I cannot stop crying for you. What a wonderful letter to your child, and what you must be feeling. I wish I could just hold you and comfort you and make it all better.