Some thing else that I want to talk about that I'm not sure how to say or if it's ok to talk about but hey, it's honest. But I really hope I don't offend anyone. Anyone who has gone through a miscarriage or fertility issues will understand.. I'm sad that I'm not pregnant yet. I'm doing all the things I need to to get pregnant but it just hasn't happened yet and it makes me sad, maybe a little jealous, that so many people I know in real life, friends of facebook, other bloggers are getting pregnant. I want another baby so bad. I want my husband to have a child of his own flesh and blood (not that he doesn't treat Lyla like she is). I want Lyla to have a little brother or sister, a playmate, a friend for life. If you're a praying person please pray for us.
As I wrote this my husband called and won't be coming home tonight so thank goodness for that. I'd rather him drive all that way tomorrow in the day light.