I'm not sure what happened but today I woke up totally wanting to be different. I want to be healthier. I want to be more active. I want to be able to go hiking and go swimming and have fun with my husband and my daughter this spring and summer. I want so much more out of life and being a stay at home mom. Being a stay at home mom shouldn't mean staying at home all the time. I'm also wondering if the weight I gained during my last very short lived pregnancy and dealing with the miscarriage is having an effect on getting pregnant again.
I had been trying to cut out soda but I have like no willpower but today I really made the decision that I *HAVE* to do it! So I bought a case of water instead. I'm really hoping I can do it. We've already started eating healthy, we do need to cut out some of our snacking. We bought a treadclimber a couple weeks ago and Adam has been doing it pretty much every other day. I missed a couple days but as of today I am going to do it every other day or more. I have to do this. I am going to do this.